I wanna go home
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
I woke from this dream that was both upsetting, scary & sad. I had tears when I woke up.
I dreamnt I went to see my grandma. Her house was the one she lived in when I was young. It wasn't so much the house but the street. Her house was replaced with some outside long stair case then a very small apartment to the right of the stairs.
On my way up I saw an old ratty stuffed rabbit just laying in the middle of one step. I kicked it off. I walked in to my grandmothers house & saw my now grown cousin as a child but spoke like an adult. I went in to her room & made a call then came back to the living room.
In the corner of my eye I saw rabbit ears. I asked her who went & grabbed the rabbit. Was it my cousin Aarons?
She was frightened of it & said it kept reapearing on the stairs. Different stairs. I got frightened & got closer & kicked the thing out the door.
I turned to look at her as she yelled at me not to touch it & then realized I was having trouble shutting the door. I looked down & the rabbit was in the doorway blocking it. I tried to kick it away but it wasn't bugging & when I pulled my foot back in it somehow moved so fast trying to get in the door.
I managed to close the door & as I ran to get my cell & called my mother I heard my grandmother scream that it was in. I begged my mother to come but she refused.
I tried to grab the rabbit in a book & get rid of it but I woke up tryn to figure out where I could put it.
When I woke up I had tears. I looked all these meanings. I then went to get a picture of a rabbit for this blog entry. This was the 1st I came across & that's about it. Almost. Mine was ratty & white. Dingy white.
Do dreams really have meanings? If so what was mine?
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Last night I watched part of It Might Get Loud, truth be told I fell asleep 1/2 way through. Man am I gettn old. Anyway I heard Steady As She Goes and was reminded how much I dig that song. Which brings me to my point... in addition to my list of To Do's I'm working on....
Go see more live music.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Every year I make a sort of to do list. Some people make resolutions but I make a to do. Its more about making it positive and not taking away or stopping this or that. Who wants to quit this or that? To do list is always something I do. Literally. I make lists of my lists...ok maybe not that far. But I do love my lists, so why wouldn't I turn it in to a to do rather than resolutions? ;)
Sooooo in the next couple of days I will be working on my list. And yes yes I will publish it here on my blog. So hold on to your britches...
So whats new? Well I've moved, contemplating yet another move. Fell in love. Let go of people who caused some drama. Fell in love. And then all of a sudden I've become that girl who is giddy, cheese'n half the time and would rather just stay in. Well I've always been the girl who hides away from time to time. But its much more inviting when your spending it with someone who makes you laugh till you cry.
Puke huh? Well blah to you! I'm happier than I've ever been ;o)
Well other than that, I can't complain. Life is good. I'm looking forward to what the future may bring optimistically.
I love beautiful food pictures. I love watching food shows. I love food! Lately I'm totally in to Anthony Bourdains No Reservations on the Travel Channel. You get the best of both~ Travel and Food! This guy cracks me up. His take on food and his surroundings is completely entertaining to me.
Haven't seen it? Give it a shot.
You won't be dissapointed.