So recently I watched Wall Street for the 1st time. Now I've seen bits and pieces here and there. Of course I've heard the "Greed is Good" speech, but this was the 1st time I'd seen it all the way through. Today I seen that they are making a sequel. I looked on IMBD and seen that we've got the main players. Sheen and Douglas. But they have added Shia LaBouf. I love that kid. I've seen him grow up. But in Wall Street? Come on man.
Now how often do I complain about films? If I mention something I compliment it. But this? Come on man.
So I haven't written in awhile. No excuses other than I'm in love. True love. Yesterday inthe shower I realized that this what I'm feeling I've never felt before. Now I'm not gonna say I've never loved. I've loved men but I've never loved them like this. Certain things I would've done, I won't do now. Certain things I'd of never done, I'm doing. I have no intention of apologizing to my friends because they've been thru it & now it's my turn. So I will giggle & gush. And too bad if they don't wanna hear it.
I don't miss my bar time which started to become alot. I don't miss treating the jerks like jerks. I don't miss any of it. I'm so happy. I feel... As Jerry Maguire said, complete. Who knew......All You Need is Love.
This week its Thanksgiving! I do love Turkey day...it reminded me about one of my favorite holiday movies designed specifically for Thanksgiving. Home for the Holidays. Its such a great movie. Funny, sad, all of it together. Anyway at the end of the movie they play this movie and we hear "The Very Thought of You" by Nat King Cole. Moves me every time. I love it. XOXO
Kizmet~fate; destiny I've been thinking alot lately about everything in my life. Past, present and future. I've been thinking of how I got to certain points in my life. Who is in my life and why. Its amazing how the people you think will always be around aren't or come back eventually. I think people are meant to be in your life at certain times of your life. Its like when your alone and people say to you "oh just wait! When you least expect it, you'll meet the man of your dreams."
Today I was at the top of Sears Tower. Which by the way is now called Willis Tower. The views were amazing. I had these thoughts about various relationships I have going on with such different people. Tonight I lay here in bed watching Lost in Translation wishing I had a ciggarette. The views from her room remind me of my day. Which then reminds me of my thoughts today. It's amazing sometimes how your life turns out. I still get amazed with exactly what are the things that move me. I find myself finding new things, & I'm never quite sure how I'll react to them. Each time surprised. They're rare but precious little gems.