Monday, January 31, 2011
Last time we met was a low-lit room
We were as close together as a bride and groom
In my dream I was drowning my sorrows
But my sorrows, they learned to swim
Surrounding me, going down on me
Spilling over the brim
Waves of regret, waves of joy
I reached out for the one I tried to destroy
You, you said you'd wait till the end of the world.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
She stands with a well intentioned man.
She can't relax with his hands on the small of her back.
Everybody will ask what became of you.
Your heart was dying fast.
You didn't know what to do.
Closed the door on so many men.
Who'd of loved you more.
Soon everybody will ask what became of you.
Whispers that it won't last.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
So a good weekend was had. I went out a whole lot more than I have in a long time. And I had a blast. I ended my weekend doing something I said I wouldn't.
At least I wouldn't right now. But the booze altered by decision making. And whats done is done. Well it was fun while it lasted.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
and when i see you kitten as a cat
yeah as smitten as that
i can't get that small
the way you fur
the how you purr
it makes me want to paw you all
and when i see you happy as a girl
that lives in a world of make-believe
it makes me pull my hair all out
to think i could've let you leave
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
So after much publisized declarations of no dating or getting involved this year. I didn't even end January without breaking it. Went out on an easy date with a guy whose been a friend for years. It was a good time. Better than I had expected. But still, I am going with this like I plan on going with the year.
Take it one step at a time. No worries..no rush...just nice and easy. No real commitments. All good.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
So for the new year I've rambled on and on on my Twitter. I said I have no intention of being with someone this year. I'm tired of it all. Most of all I can not and will not put my heart out there again to be smashed. I can't do it. And you know if this makes me the most boring person of 2011 then so be it. I'm fine with it.
I think music lyrics is part of the reason I have the belief that somewhere out there its waiting for me too. It being true love. But now I will listen to the music and try not to be so nasty...however I'm bullitproof now.