Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Monday, November 29, 2010

Happy Christmas


So Christmas is almost here. Shopping hasn't even begun for me. But life is turning around and I've gotta say I'm looking forward to the future. Good times are ahead. ;)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Is it like today

Santa Baby

Dear Santa,
I'd love you forever if I could get a little peace and happiness. Thanks a bunch.


Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Monday, November 22, 2010

The Rollercoaster Ride

White Flower / Flower Macro / close up flower / closeup / nature / : IMGP4921

“Because, that’s the thing about love, really. No one will love you how you want to be loved, they’ll love you in the only ways they know how. Life throws everyone down drastically different paths so how can we expect everyone to love in the same way? The person you’ll spend your lifetime with will love you in their way and you’ll love in yours, and maybe you’ll meet in the middle and it’ll last. None of us know what we’re doing, you see, we’re just fumbling for matches in the dark. If you’re lucky, you might eventually just strike the right one.”

Too Much Time On My Hands

Drops again (EXPLORE #2)

Well, I'm getting back in to the swing of things. Back to doing things on my own. No one else to worry about. Been out of town a couple of times. Buying the occasional presents for myself. Not listening to all that sad music. Although regardless of my attitude I still love a sad love song. Sap.
I'm feeling happy and optimistic. Life is good.

Monday, November 15, 2010


Tea Time

I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell

You are...


I feel done. Over cooked.


French Toast I Love Thee

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Sweet Disposition


Went out of town this weekend. Was a great time to get away.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010


What a coward. A cheap excuse. A contradiction. A dissociated mess. Finally a lack of respect and care has sunken through.
I'm over you.
Thanks for your help with the matter. ;)

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Monday, November 8, 2010


And he was just like a great dark wing
Within the wings of a storm
I think I had met my match,
He was singing
And undoing...


red velvet cake - 80

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Sunday, November 7, 2010

These Days

I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days
These days
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do

And all the times I've had
A chance to

I stop my rambling
I don't do too much gambling these days
These days
These days I seem to think a lot
How all the changes came about my way

And I wonder if I'd see another
I had a lover
I don't think I'd risk another these days
These days
And if I seem to be afraid
To live the life that I have made in song
It's just that I've been losing
So long

La la la la la
La la

I'd stop my dreaming
I won't do too much scheming these days
These days
These days I sit at corner stones
And count the time the quarter turns to ten
Please don't confront me with my failures
I have not forgotten yet

Let Go

I'm content with my loneliness

Friday, November 5, 2010

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Tuesday, November 2, 2010


Clawfoot iron bathtub, Burgundy, France

Last night I had a strange dream and one of the things that came to mind first was a bathtub.

"To dream about seeing or being in a bathtub indicates a need for self-rejuvenation and liberation from daily troubles. You should lighten the load that you have been shouldering. It's also a sign that you crave affection, enjoyment and peace."


Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my sidekick :0)

Monday, November 1, 2010


Green Day

Yesterday I found out my grandfather is dying. There is nothing else they can do for him. When I was little we were so close. Somewhere along the years we grew apart. I got angry with him. I haven't seen him in years. I won't ever see him again.
My fractured heart is broken all over again.