High

"....it's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen....but it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want...."

Talk

Well this hasn't happened in awhile- 4:15am & I'm wide awake. No idea what time I fell asleep, just woke up about 45 minutes ago & here I am. Not stressed or upset by anything, insomnia must have missed me a bit.

Haven't had a chance lately to really catch up on my feelings lately. So I guess now is as good as time as any.

Lately I've had this excited feeling about new things in my life. Such as? Well new friendships that have gotten stronger, more meaningful. My Twitter experience is that of a positive one in this case.
I do believe I joined in February & since then I've cultivated several different types of relationships on there. From long lasting friendships to ones that maybe almost were.
Another thing I've noticed about Twitter is that I've got quite a few friends who have formed romantic relationships there. It's kind of bizarre how many I've heard of. Myself I've had some experience there but that's private. Perhaps another time & place.

Regardless I'm glad that I decided to check out Twitter. Now I'm addicted damn it. :)

Phone call now from one of my best friends, whom I met through Twitter by the way.....LOL!

~I need my conscience to keep watch over me to protect me from myself.~

American Dreaming

Ahh the Dirty Martini, my favorite beverage right now. Yum. Once a week I have atleast one of these delicious bad boys.
What they say about them is so right-

~One is too few, two is perfect, 3 is too many~

Tell her this..

Tell her not to go
I aint holding on no more
Tell her something in my mind freezes up from time to time

Tell her not to cry
I just got scared thats all
Tell her Ill be by her side, all she has to do is call

Tell her the chips are down
I drank too much and shouted it aloud
Tell her something in my heart
Needs her more than even clowns need the laughter of the crowd

Tell her what was wrong
I sometimes think to much
But say nothing at all
And tell her from this high terrain, I am ready now to fall

Tell her not to go
I aint holding on no more
Tell her nothing if not this; all I want to do is kiss her

Tell her something in my mind
Freezes up from time to time.

Nothing compares to you...

"...since you took your love away, since you been gone I can do whatever I want..
...I can put my arms around every boy I see
It'll only remind me of you..."

These lyrics are great, how many times over the years I've listened to this song during heartbreak. Heartbreak or not, when I come by it every once in awhile I listen to the melancholy in the lyrics & still love this song.

Until the end of the world

In the garden I was playing the tart
I kissed your lips and
Broke your heart

So Happy Together