My Cherie Amour

Happy Christmas

So Christmas is almost here. Shopping hasn't even begun for me. But life is turning around and I've gotta say I'm looking forward to the future. Good times are ahead. ;)

Is it like today

Santa Baby

Dear Santa,
I'd love you forever if I could get a little peace and happiness. Thanks a bunch.

Kisses
Me

Ride

The Rollercoaster Ride

“Because, that’s the thing about love, really. No one will love you how you want to be loved, they’ll love you in the only ways they know how. Life throws everyone down drastically different paths so how can we expect everyone to love in the same way? The person you’ll spend your lifetime with will love you in their way and you’ll love in yours, and maybe you’ll meet in the middle and it’ll last. None of us know what we’re doing, you see, we’re just fumbling for matches in the dark. If you’re lucky, you might eventually just strike the right one.”

Too Much Time On My Hands

Well, I'm getting back in to the swing of things. Back to doing things on my own. No one else to worry about. Been out of town a couple of times. Buying the occasional presents for myself. Not listening to all that sad music. Although regardless of my attitude I still love a sad love song. Sap.
I'm feeling happy and optimistic. Life is good.

Smile

I couldn't stop laughing, no I just couldn't help myself
See you messed up my mental health I was quite unwell

You are...

I feel done. Over cooked.

Rush

Sweet Disposition

Black

Went out of town this weekend. Was a great time to get away.

Shadowboxer

What a coward. A cheap excuse. A contradiction. A dissociated mess. Finally a lack of respect and care has sunken through.
I'm over you.
Thanks for your help with the matter. ;)

Watching the Wheels

I'm letting go

Sara

And he was just like a great dark wing
Within the wings of a storm
I think I had met my match,
He was singing
And undoing...

Lovesong

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

These Days

I've been out walking
I don't do too much talking
These days
These days
These days I seem to think a lot
About the things that I forgot to do

And all the times I've had
A chance to

I stop my rambling
I don't do too much gambling these days
These days
These days I seem to think a lot
How all the changes came about my way

And I wonder if I'd see another
Highway
I had a lover
I don't think I'd risk another these days
These days
And if I seem to be afraid
To live the life that I have made in song
It's just that I've been losing
So long

La la la la la
La la

I'd stop my dreaming
I won't do too much scheming these days
These days
These days I sit at corner stones
And count the time the quarter turns to ten
Please don't confront me with my failures
I have not forgotten yet

Let Go

I'm content with my loneliness

Just don't think I'll ever get over you

"When I'm with you I feel so safe...I feel at home"

Who's gonna drive you home

Voices Carry

Dream

Last night I had a strange dream and one of the things that came to mind first was a bathtub.

"To dream about seeing or being in a bathtub indicates a need for self-rejuvenation and liberation from daily troubles. You should lighten the load that you have been shouldering. It's also a sign that you crave affection, enjoyment and peace."

Duh.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my sidekick :0)

Blackbird

Yesterday I found out my grandfather is dying. There is nothing else they can do for him. When I was little we were so close. Somewhere along the years we grew apart. I got angry with him. I haven't seen him in years. I won't ever see him again.
My fractured heart is broken all over again.